How I’m shifting consciousness
I'm floating through a dark expensive cavern. Perhaps this is ‘the void’. There's nothing familiar. No anchor. No light. I resist the urge to jump back into my mind and find a structure I can cling to. I let go – wondering… where does this end? What is the purpose? and, why now, is this here?
I become aware – what I’m experiencing is a feeling state. As I open my eyes and look outside, the world as I know it, is still here but inside it feels like, where something should be, there's nothing.
What is the void but a state before creation? Pre-potential. As a human raised to be so fixated on outcomes - physical tangible things - that is the opposite end of the creation cycle. Being in this fluid, indeterminant state provokes an uncomfortable feeling.
Uncertainty
Because I don’t yet know my power to create. Fear, because I've not yet taken 100% responsibility for my state of being and I still, at times, mistakenly think it's at the whim of others.
What if the void, instead of an uncomfortable waiting place echoing out as the emptiness of no future, is the most perfect opportunity there ever was to create a whole new reality of me? Something shifts within me and I emerge into a clear feeling of empty. There's nothing here – but it feels light and airy. Not scary. I get to make my life exactly what I want from this point forward. Through walking the void, I was able to let go of everything that I carried with me that held me back and obstructed my journey.
Now, I start to dream
I use my imagination and imagine ME starting afresh. What will I be? I intentionally put my mind to creating a life of beauty and joy, knowing I have everything I need to do so. There’s no limitation - just an expanse of possibility. I 'm so thankful and grateful that I can see how I have full creative influence over every moment AND I can actually feel that creative power in my body. The truth of unlimited abundance empties and refills, inside me (or does it really ever empty??).
I feel into myself and know (somehow) the world naturally moves to my clear conscious intention. I don't have to try, or even to talk about it. I notice I already know that I am the universe and the universe is me, so I feel the power of my own capacity to create. I notice as soon as I start to think about what it feels like inside, or attempt some form of sentence structure to explain this reality – I dim the experience.
All of this is beyond my thinking.
Simply a feeling of ‘is-ness’ which I don't need to put any effort into. I hold my awareness in my internal state and see I only have to get clear on my intention and know it as done.
A moment to reflect.
The way I used to think I have to do this, or this, or this, to get that, is now no longer relevant. My old way seems like it’s a very distorted, long way round to create, from the perspective of my presence.
I sit in silence and contemplate the power of creation.
So, what is there to do while I’m still learning how to create from my heart’s presence, instead of my head’s thinking. What is it I need to do in this moment to bring my body’s reality into the felt reality (that has not yet arrived in front of my eyes)? What one thing could I do that would draw my physical experience into this expanded energetic experience?
I looked outside and ‘knew’. I had to mow the lawn before it started to rain.
Sending love,
Lisa
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